i really do think a lot about it.. i think that's it... 3 more days, if still NO letters given till wednesday, i think i will confirm not becoming a CI liao... hmm now the CI course have a great change, instead of after each day can go back home, now is need to stay overnight in NPCC HQ... for almost 3weeks 2 days... and even if i go for the course, i still got a lot of activities like tuan qi camp and rehearsal for christmas thingy... and NOW need to stay overnight and is like i will not be able to go for those thingy that is very impt to me.. sigh... i juz wait for it till wed, if really dun have.. i will just give up on it!~...